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returning to childhood after having grown rooms are smaller things are dirtier everything is dirty where once windows gleamed in the sun grime is never wiped away not really out there in the distance past the little treehouse hidden in the long soft grass - you remember deep down in there scratched into the dirt: you get so alone, so alone maybe that's just how it's supposed to be so alone
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I guess I could say I'm sorry Pitter-patter of rain on windows and Cars you can't see through the trees so you Tell yourself it's a river And get close to believing Everything is coated in disappointment I long ago lost my right to be upset We didn't ask for this or each other Just close your eyes It's a river
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"Isolation Diary is a blazing fire built on the embers of self-introspection, splinters of loneliness, and the fuel of mourning and frustration." -Toilet Ov Hell
toiletovhell.com/the-storyteller-borrows-his-authority-from-death-premiering-isolation-diary-from-mother-anxiety-and-s-h-r-i-e-k-i-n-g/

"In a not-yet-post-COVID-world, the impact of isolation is a sore subject, and living through the eyes of not one but two distinct projects was intimidating. After many, many listens, it still is. I think that's a good thing. " -Sleeping Village Reviews
www.sleepingvillagereviews.com/reviews/fresh-meaterm-saturday-april-9th-2021-feat-bushido-code-and-mother-anxiety-s-h-r-i-e-k-i-n-g

www.growlsandshrieks.com/2021/05/mother-anxiety-and-shrieking-interview.html


West Coast one-person ambient metal project S H R I E K I N G brings a continuously shifting textural soundscape to this split release with Mother Anxiety - channeling an amalgam of drone, industrial, post metal, black metal, and ambient found samples.
In this split effort, they are experimenting with meditative themes of loneliness and personal sonic imagery of grasping through the endless reaches of outer and inner space. Burning through well after well of inspiration before ending on a progression towards a final note of self-inspection and surrender.


FFO: MONO, Spectral Lore, Greymachine, ANDROMACHE

Mother Anxiety is a PNW experimental electronic project by author and musician Ben Serna-Grey. Isolation Diary is fueled by the frustration and hopelessness of every little plan falling through. Staring down the barrel of being 30 years old and feeling absolutely stuck,coming home exhausted each night after work. Temporarily living with parents before moving across the country became more permanent due to the COVID pandemic, the temporary day job at the coffee shop turned into a tenured position. Meanwhile the world, and especially America fell deeper and deeper into fascism and he found himself no longer in the town he remembered growing up, but a city full of militant and angry brown shirts. Isolation Diary is a work of mourning and frustration, of intense loneliness, and an aching for change.
Ambient, noise, industrial, folk, jazz, and classical weave together across 4 separate pieces, peppered by the occasional spoken word fragment.

FFO: Coil, NOISEPOETNOBODY, Mamiffer

Cover art by OSHred

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released April 16, 2021

Cover art by OSHred
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Mother Anxiety Vancouver, Washington

Mother Anxiety is a solo electronic project by author and musician Ben Serna-Grey.

Experimental and intensely personal in form and intent, Mother Anxiety was birthed in an attempt to connect with music in new ways after Ben found himself abandoned and trapped in a liminal space when it came to the classical music world he had dedicated his life to. ... more

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